Twisted Affection's Journal - Where Crack and Yaoi Collide.

Black lips, pail eyes. Cyanide Sweet Tooth Suicide~


New translation, yey
CloudxVincent
vanillaflows
New translation, finally. X_x This time, it's Spyair's "Liar" song.
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Don't cry shinjite
Kimi no namida nuguerunara
Usotsuki ni mo naru
Tada, donkurai tsurakutemo
Hakuishibatte ikiteiku no wa
Omae jishin nandayo

Zenbu, katte na omoi chigai sa
Hito wa uwabe de donna fuuin mo mieru
I'm sorry. Uwattsura dake no YES de
Honne kakushite ore wa umaku yarerukedo

"Jikiru" to "Haido" "RIARU" to "FEIKU"
KOIN no youna omote to ura

Don't cry shinjite
Kimi no namida nuguerunara
Usotsuki ni mo naru
Tada, donkurai tsurakutemo
Hakuishibatte ikiteiku no wa
Omae jishin nandayo
(Oh! Everybody Liar Liar Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!)

Zenbu, katte na omoikomi sa
Tsuyogaru koto mo muimi ni omoeru
Life story tatta hitotsu de ii
Hokoreru mono wo tada hoshigattetanda

"TURU-" to "GOSHIPPU" "Jiyuu" to "MORARU"
KOIN no youna omote to ura

Don't cry shinjite
Kimi no namida nuguerunara
Usotsuki ni mo naru
Ima, donkurai muryoku demo
"Itsuka kitto.." tte fumidasu koto de
Hito wa kawarerukara

Itoshii hodo nikushimi ga
Tanoshii hodo samishikute
Kanjiru darou? Sekai wa
Girigiri de kyou mo mawatteikunda

Don't cry shinjiteru
Kimi wa kitto tsuyokunarukara
Ima wa uso wo iuyo
Datte, donkurai tsurakutemo
Hakuishibatte ikiteiku no wa
Omae jishin nandayo
(Oh! Everybody Liar Liar Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!)[


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Don't cry, believe
If your tears fall
You'll become a liar, too
It's simple: no matter how hard it gets
Even through clenched teeth
It's your own life

All the selfish misconceptions
People will look towards the wind that blows
I'm sorry, with a shallow "yes"
I hide my true feelings very well

"Jekyll" and "Hyde", "Real" and "Fake"
Flipping back and forth like a coin

Don't cry, believe
If your tears fall
You'll become a liar, too
It's simple: no matter how hard it gets
Even through clenched teeth
It's your own life
(Oh, everybody liar, liar, yeah, yeah, yeah!)

All the peculiar assumptions
It seems stupid to try an act strong
[My] Life story, once is good enough
I just want to be able to tell [you] something I can be proud of

"True" and "Gossip", "Freedom" and "Moral"
Flipping back and forth like a coin

Don't cry, believe
If your tears fall
You'll become a liar, too
Now with some helplessness,
I will keep these words 'someday, definitely'
Because people change

Hatred is close,
And happiness can be lonesome
Can you feel it? The World?
I barely survived it, too

Don't cry, believe
You will certainly grow strong
Now's the time to lie,
I mean, it's painful,
Lying with clenched teeth
But it's your own way of life.
(Oh, everybody liar, liar, yeah, yeah, yeah!)


Meh...New translation shit. :|
Egoshipping 3
vanillaflows
It's been done before by a million people, but I had to add my own version. <3

I liked "Real Emotion" from Koda Kumi in FFX-2 but I especially adored "Sen no Kotoba" the most. So, a long time I set about to translating it myself without icky translator machines online. This is directly a rough, but somewhat prettyfied version I wrote. Here's the romaji first:

Kimi no kotoba wa
Yume no yasashisa kana
Uso o zenbu oikakushiteru
Zurui yo ne


Tabidatsu kimi ni
Sameta senaka misete
Kiiteite yo hitori tatakau no
Zurui yo ne


"Kaette kuru kara"
Oikoshite yuku kimi no koe
Iji hatte tsuyoi furi
Toki wo modoshite


Sakebeba yokatta
Ikanaide to namida koboshitara
Ima wa dekiru donna koto mo


Ienakatta sen no kotoba wo
Harukara kimi no senaka ni okuru yo
Tsubasa ni kagate
Ienakatta sen no kotoba wa
Kizutsuita kimi no senaka ni yorisoi
Dakishimeru


Yume no tsuzuki wa
Kimi o omoi nagara
Ano hi no koto wasureta furi shite
Zurui yo ne


"Tegami o kaku kara"
Shisen sora shita kimi no koe
Iji hatte tsuyoi furi
Toki wo modoshite


Okoreba yokatta
Matenai yo to kata o otoshitara
Ima wa dekiru donna kotomo


Kikoeteru sen no kotoba wo
Mienai kimi no senaka ni okuru yo
Tsubasa ni kagate
Kikoeteru sen no kotoba wa
Tsukareta kimi no senaka ni yorisoi
Dakishimeru


Ienakatta sen no kotoba wo
La la la la...
Kimi no senaka ni okuru yo
Tsubasa ni kagate
Kikoeteru sen no kotoba wa
La la la la...
Kimi no senaka ni yorisoi
La la la la la...



And now here's my version:

Your words are dreamy,
Are they just your kindness
To hide all of the lies?
It's not fair.


I gave you the cold shoulder
When you walked away.
But I was still listening.
Are you fighting alone?
It's not fair.


'I'll come home,"
Your voice looks past me.
I was so stubborn and acted tough
As I tried to turn back time.


Should I have been upset with you?
What if I had cried, begging you not to leave?
I think I can do anything now.


One thousand words I couldn't say,
I'll wish them to you as wings.
One thousand words I couldn't say,
They will lean against your weary back
And embrace you.


The dream goes on,
But I still think of you.
I try to forget about those days,
It's not fair.


"I'll write to you,"
Your voice looks at the sky.
I was so stubborn and acted tough
As I tried to turn back time.


Should I have been angry with you?
What if I had hung my shoulders and said I couldn't wait?
I think I can do anything now.


Can you hear them?
Those thousand words?
I'll wish them to your distant back as wings.
Can you hear them?
Those thousand words?
They will lean against your back
And embrace you.


One thousand words I couldn't say,
la la la la...
I'll wish them to you as wings.
Can you hear them?
Those thousand words?
La la la la...
They'll lean against your back
La la la la la...



Hope this is good enough for you nit-picky translators out there. -_-

Music Meme~ <3
EndrancexHaseo
vanillaflows

Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever on random.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 50 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!!!
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Mwee~
ShikaSasu
vanillaflows
SO.

I'm writing a few new sexy shiz.

A NaruMina. YES IN THAT ORDER. It's based off of this one Idea I had a couple years ago where Naruto barters with the Reaper to release his father's soul and seals him into a clone's body. ANYWAY. Orochimaru's back via seperation from Kabuto again and well, he catches Minato and tries to take over his body and by then, Naruto's almost Hokage, and he's mastered Nine-Tails mode and absorbed the Kyuubi entirely, and uh, uh...

Naruto kicks ass like usual, and takes Minato back and Tsunade heals him and uhhhhh....>_____> Shit happens... You know, the spicy, smexy, good shit. xDDDD;;;

And then, as a challenge to myself and from Rochelle, I'm writing a SasuNaru. -_-;;

Well, anhyway the plot from that one is that Naruto kills the Kyuubi because Sasuke said he'd never be anything without it and anyway...Uhhh...yah. 8D

And then me and Rochelle are gonna collab a fic.

THE WHOLE THING YOU HEAR NEXT IS ENTIRELY UP FOR CHANGE AT ANY MOMENT:

The fic's first chapter is ItaSasu, where Itachi gets Sasuke a sexy looking car for his bday and they break it in....8D ItaSasu against the steering wheel and front seat....

Second chapter is a revamp of an rp we'd done over our cellphones and lost the texts... ANYWAY, this chapter is GaaSasu (Yes, Sasuke is definitely the fucking uke in this one. xD) And they do it on the damn hood of the car. IN PUBLIC. 8DDD Need I say more?

Third chapter is ShikaSasu... In the backseat. *coughs*

And we may or may not have a fourth with NejiSasu (against the trunk of the car)  or the aforementioned three totally dominating Sasuke at his house... We'll see. xDDD

God, do I love my (and her) mind....

AND I'M STILL WORKING ON THAT DAMN SASSYSHIKAPUFF THING. It's...almost done. xDD

Annnd now I decided I'm gonna write a NejiSasu for the hell of it. Why? BECAUSE I CAN. I have so much shit I need to/should write, but ROFL who cares? *giggling madly* I'm so wired I don't care~ <333

Bwahaha.
RikuRoku
vanillaflows
SOOOO I LIVE. Anyway, I wrote new smut! Well, it's old smut sorta since it was an old story, but the smut part in it is new! 8DDDD RikuRoku, yo. Check it out here:

http://games.adultfanfiction.net/story.php?no=600086711 And I shall soon be posting it on the comm. I'm too lazy right now.

OH MY GOD. DISSIDIA 2 IS EVEN WORSE THAN THE FIRST. X___x

At least it gives me an excuse to write Laguna/Squall


THAT ASIDE.... >_>;; I'mreplayingKingdomHeartsandomfgIthinkIfellinlovealloveragain. *dies*

Speaking of, I've not even beaten 358/2 Days or RE:Coded. OR Birth By Sleep, for that matter... I'm too damn lazy. Oh, man.... I need to get caught back up... *facepalms*

ON THE OTHER HAND... Rochelle got me into FFIII again and now I'm writing a Ingus/Luneth fic... *dies* And I'm working on my Naruto stories slowly but surely... AND DEAR GOD I NEED TO MAKE MORE ICONS AGAIN. X___X;;; *dies*

I also need to finish writing my Axiku and my MaruRoku and my SaiRoku stories... Damn me.

Jeez... I feel so behind in all of this. WHERE HAS MY INSANITY GONE?!?! DDDD8;; *cries*

Well, I'll catch up!

....Eventually.

Writer's Block: Teenage dream
Egoshipping 3
vanillaflows
If you arrived at your front door and saw your first love standing there, what would you do or say?

Which one? Because apparently, my first love was an asshole and my second one was...I don't know how to describe her. She was beautiful, funny, loved a lot of the things I did... But at the same time, we were too far apart. In the sense that she became someone totally different; she became smarter and went off to college and just....left me behind.

And as for my third...

Oh, hell...

She's beautiful to me, she's so....gah, I can't describe her. Not with any words I could think of... She's manic, sarcastic, OCD, but I wouldn't trade her for anyone.

If I met  my first... I'd kick ''em out in a heartbeat for going behind my back and telling me afterwards his gf was pregnant...

if it was my second... I'd probably visit with her for a while before, but tell her seriously that she hurt me by leaving me behind.

And my third... I'd love for her to move in with me, I'd be the best freaking girlfriend I could ever be to her... ._.;; As it is, I don't think I'm anything and I'm beginning to think I'm a pain and this is onesided... But if I could, I'd ask her to give me the chance to show her that I can be what she needs and wats to be... I need her to know that I really love her...

[OC Post - Angel.] Oh, hell no.
RikuRoku
vanillaflows
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[Mood: Annoyed.]
[Music: Frank Sinatra - Fly Me To The Moon]
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....What the hell do they want me to use this damn thing for? "You need to socialize more", "Get a life", "You need to get that anger out". FUCK THAT. I'm just FINE. I'm not angry! I'm... I'm... Shit, what am I?

"Still never figured that out, eh?"

SHUT UP, INNER VOICE.

Let's see... I guess if I'm forced to do this, then I'll start with the basics...

My name is Angel. No last name, you don't deserve to know it.

...And no, don't go making some cutesy image of me just based off of my name, you fuckers. AND DON'T START MAKING FUN OF ME JUST BECAUSE I'M A GUY. I'LL TEAR YOUR VOCAL CHORDS OUT.

...Anyway. As I said: Name's Angel. I'm older than your mother...or great-great-grandmother, to be exact. As for how old that is, I'm not telling. I'm 6'3", 116 lbs--don't think I'm a fucking pushover just because I'm supposedly a 'lightweight'. I'll have your throat slit and your intestine's ripped out before you can even say 'oh shit'. I have long silver hair worn in a braid, I wear reading glasses, my eyes are yellow like a cat's, I'm extremely pale. Like, vampiric pale.

My hobby? Reading.

Yes, reading. I love books. I could--and do--read all day long. Motherfuckers are trying to tear me away from my books. Jesus Christ, it's a fucking conspiracy. They're going to undermine me with this damn journal here and then take away my books.

.......I'll kill them.

*cackles* Oh, yes. Yes, yes, I'll kill them all. One by one, I'll slowly so they don't notice kill them off until I'm left alone in peace once again so I can get back to reading my beloved books...

You name the book, I've probably read it... I love suspenseful horrific dramatic murder mysteries. The ones that keep you on your toes, keeps you guessing, draws you in until you can barely breathe, and then---

*moans* ...Fuck. I did that outloud didn't I? ....Shit. ....I'll kill them.

But for now...I've written enough. I've got murders to accomplish and books to read. Those motherfuckers are watching me now... I just know it, they're watching, waiting for me to snap. Well, I won't give them what they want. I'll bide my time and continue to read, and when I catch them off guard... *chuckles* Yes, that will be so delightfully perfect...

Well... So long, I suppose.

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Naruto crack drabbles.
ShikaSasu
vanillaflows


 

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Mah Playlist! 8D
ShikaSasu
vanillaflows


So, I finally got around to making a semi-makeshift list of songs that inspire me for ShikaSasu/SasuShika. It's not complete but it's good enough.

SasuShika/ShikaSasu Playlist
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Teh Playlist of DEWMCollapse )

Yes, I realize there is alot of Jesse McCartney songs... I cannot help it. They fit. xD Or maybe I just think they do and I'm just being a dork. Sooo yeah.

New Roleplay Thinggy
EndrancexHaseo
vanillaflows
So, here's a new thinggy I'm gonna try. Anyone can join in if they want. Keep your posts to separate threads, though.

Okay, here it goes:


You are a free-wandering soul, roaming the world over in search of a powerful Item. One that is said to have power over the very cosmos itself. Many have tried and failed, but despite that, you're bound and determined to find it.

Hearing rumors of someone who went in search of said item and returned, you began to seek them out. You hear from the person who told you the information that they're in the next town. Starting out at dawn, you make your trek towards the next town. It takes you through a dangerous mountain path that is known for bandits as well as for its steep edges and cliffs.

You come to a pass with roads forking in three directions. The sign was scratched out long ago--obviously the work of the bandits that lived in this area. Your map is no help since it doesn't show an in-depth look at the mountain trails.

Which way will you go?
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