Twisted Affection's Journal - Where Crack and Yaoi Collide.

Black lips, pail eyes. Cyanide Sweet Tooth Suicide~


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Writer's Block: Teenage dream
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If you arrived at your front door and saw your first love standing there, what would you do or say?

Which one? Because apparently, my first love was an asshole and my second one was...I don't know how to describe her. She was beautiful, funny, loved a lot of the things I did... But at the same time, we were too far apart. In the sense that she became someone totally different; she became smarter and went off to college and just....left me behind.

And as for my third...

Oh, hell...

She's beautiful to me, she's so....gah, I can't describe her. Not with any words I could think of... She's manic, sarcastic, OCD, but I wouldn't trade her for anyone.

If I met  my first... I'd kick ''em out in a heartbeat for going behind my back and telling me afterwards his gf was pregnant...

if it was my second... I'd probably visit with her for a while before, but tell her seriously that she hurt me by leaving me behind.

And my third... I'd love for her to move in with me, I'd be the best freaking girlfriend I could ever be to her... ._.;; As it is, I don't think I'm anything and I'm beginning to think I'm a pain and this is onesided... But if I could, I'd ask her to give me the chance to show her that I can be what she needs and wats to be... I need her to know that I really love her...

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